I will believe you, but not now...

When a bad mood in here on their own particular likes to talk, two days and nights, are tugging at heart, and do not like it, hate their own paranoid, hate their own petty, hate their allergy nerve hate their cranky, more and do not like yourself ... ... and I think you do not like me more and more ~ ~, feel you do not love me before then, but I love you still did not change, even more than ever love you, You want to have more selfish, always afraid of losing you ... ...

Because of you, only ten finished meeting with my order to talk to you, I have to hurry back home so late, is to wait for you at home, I hope you come home to see the room light is bright specifically for you with, I hope you know your family have a favorite I am waiting. Riding the bus you have not seen a back I fell asleep, so I woke up and has been off of it their own station, because too late to go back have no car, I had to go back on a station other car, 22:40 pm, the streets are quiet, and occasionally a man walked, my heart to fear, but must continue to move forward, finally walking the streets, but people are still not many, I sides in the bus stop waiting for 15 minutes, finally see a car, and it just feels good 15 minutes long, as it is now such a society, I was very scared when I get off just began to rain, I get wet body, hair wet, safe home, and then change my clothes no hurry to call you to know I was safe, I hear your voice there is the bar, perhaps you drank too much, you are angry, for me Why not help you with your credit card complain, I know you drink too much, I did not explain, I only tell you that I will help you with your future, but you are still angry, then you and I apologize that you are wrong, then to hang up. I did not get angry, because you drank too much, I just worry that you drink too much afraid of you back safe. End clothes for cold and red, the original thinking of watching television in the living room waiting for you, but because the one at home, afraid of the dark, they moved to play on the computer room waiting for you, the living room light is still open for you ~ ~, in the room you fight the last call is 2:30, you pick up, but did not speak, I still hear the sound or the bar, I hung up, you send a text message to tell you out the next Rain, careful to come back, this time I was worried about the, saw the phone do not know how many times until 3:00, I'm so tired, fell asleep on the way, when the open your eyes already 6:44 , I ran to the living room, you still did not go home, I put the living room lights off, and began to call you, but call it into the mail, I think you should call no electricity, and I every other hour give you a call, then returned to you a text message, I fear the! I worry with! I'm afraid of the! Begging you do not out of any accidents! I could not sleep, I got up to do housework, telephone call to 1:00 and more, until finally your phone, you told me you drink too much, you not feeling well, you tell me you're ready to go home, and heard your voice I cried, there was never such a worry, not so longed for from your phone to tell me that you safe and hung the phone I do eat porridge for himself, has been so much you come back 16 points perhaps your guilt, you kneel in front of me holding me told me that I'm sorry, you did not call to tell me so I am worried, and I began to be angry, but I want you to know that the next true Do this, because I really worry about!

At night, I thought you told me so many days without intimacy, the evening would want my intimacy, but I found recently that you do not like close to me, even I think you scared me, affectionate, and I completely lost interest, since you do not like and I will not force you, because during the day tired, I fell asleep very early, you can be middle of the night the phone rang, both at 2 am, and Who would you call it I picked up your cell phone can be your single-handedly robbed look over, and accidentally I saw you two messages, the contents do not know, you said it was the bar of the Minister, looking for you to drink, then you should have no talk back to sleep, I do not much care about, but then quickly fell asleep, woke up, I recall what happened that night was wrong, they take your cell phone read, that the two messages had been deleted, my heart flew pulled a bit, I asked why did you delete, you say afraid I misunderstood, maybe you do not know you so anxious to delete messages is the key to my misunderstanding, not I do not believe you, but I can not find reason to believe !

Today, I tell you that I had a few days and then go home, you ask why did I say to you the opportunity to date other women, you do not misunderstand me, you tried to explain the! You say we should live with mutual trust. Yes, with the necessary mutual trust, mutual understanding, think of another angle, what a feeling you will do? I know that in the end I will believe you, but not now. I really hope that together we must be honest, we must be honest. I really hope that you are looking for the man I ever had! I really hope you do not let me down!

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